Hello Eleonor,
and welcome to Soul2Soul.
Eleonor,
it feels like it's time for you to examine why you are in this marriage
after all, it very well may be time to cut your ties and develop your
own independence. Realize that no one man is the holy grail of your
happiness.
It feels
like an underlying current of guilt and anger has tainted your current
marriage, along with a lack of communication and understanding. There
seems to have been much passion between you, but something has caused
that passion to turn into resentment.
You need
to clear one energy out of your life now before moving on to another
relationship... I do feel there is great love between you and Thomas,
but much is needed to untangle, much courage is also needed. Thomas
symbolizes a love you still feel unworthy of, something out of your
grasp. Work to heal your inner perceptions of love and see beyond
illusions.
There is
much happiness indicated in your cards, so much love and celebration
in your future, and a major decision to be made. The answer lies with
you... will you release the old energy to make room for the new? Can
you see beyond your past pain and truly forgive Thomas, your husband
or any man for that matter? Because it almost feels like a third man
will show in your life... unless Thomas has become that new man....
or perhaps it's your husband who is capable of such a change.
I don't
feel that you will be "happy" with either man right now...
and the changes must start within you. Are you willing to walk into
the unknown alone for a chance at happiness? Do you have the courage
to proceed without a "safety net"? Sometimes it's easier
to cling to guilt then to surrender to love.
You will
face the choice of going with your heart or your mind, which will
you choose? There are no mistakes, only choices... and your life is
but a great adventure. Slow down, look within, and truly know what
is in your heart, Eleonor, when you know your heart, manifest your
dream.
Know that
love already surrounds you... allow it to penetrate your being and
act accordingly... be as a flower and face the sun, crawl out of the
darkness you have planted yourself in these past years and choose
happiness.
The answer
to your question: Yes, if you will it so, but if you don't do the
inner work and see beyond desire, you will be unhappy once again.
I hope
this has helped, thank you for allowing me to read for you.
Blessings
of love, light and clarity to you!
Soul2Harusami
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