Hi
Patti
I'm
looking at two real questions here.
First your energy is split -- what do you want to do? You mention
three modalities of healing as well as a feng shui sort of decorating
business. Focus tends to breed more success so if you really want
to use all these, then broaden your business scope to a business that
encompasses all these rather than moving from one modality to another
and keeping them separate. In decorating terms, your energy is not
flowing room to room but rather is bottled behind one closed door
after another. Do you want to do energy work at a personal/home level
or do business consulting?
The
other is your fear about having bounty esp. as you are pregnant. Right
now you are creating at a level that is profound, and trying to do
other things around that, that may create a conflict for you. The
other aspect is that you feel you "need" to make more money
in general and now in particular. Those do not look like your pictures
but rather energy from your parents that one needs financial security
to have a child. You might release those and be as gentle on yourself
as you are with those you work on. We inherit a lot of energy from
our parents - for you this comes in pictures -- that security means
a bank account and being "responsible."
You
are a heart person -- ie you came in to work with love and healing.
If money were really your concern, you would get an MBA or law degree
and make a lot of money - but you chose a path of great heart but
often not enormous dollars. The more you focus on you as a healer
rather than you as a money maker, the easier it will be for you to
create from that love in your 4th chakra AND make money -- rather
than running the pictures of your parents as third chakra moneymakers,
and therefore always feeling inadequate. Growing up you knew you were
a healer, and not the monied business person that your parents wanted,
and that they based their security on. Your security is really based
on your inner knowledge of love - not dollars. As you realize that
- your success will grow.
The
other side of your working with you as a healer, beyond the fulfillment
of that, is that your energy will be unified and really going in that
one direction -- rather than in criticism of "I’m doing
this work -- why am I not making money?" which is really a distraction
from your focus as a healer. If you hold back as a healer you can't
heal and you can't make money - so commit.
As
you commit to being the healer/creator you are, be gentle. You are
creating the ultimate right now - use this time of pregnancy to see
where your love is and how you really want to manifest it -- ie define
how and where you see your business growing - your are pregnant in
more than one way - now is the time to nurture you AND the baby so
both can grow to fullness.
Blessings
Soul2Will
