My name Chastity young female October 4, 19xx berkeley,ca US 1:30 am. I have been having back to back bad luck from being denied unemployment when i was fired. My man being mean with no remorse after i got his car out of tow with my money now i need help very very bad i am almost at the point of selling my body for quick money im close to being evicted help me what do you see in detail in my furture and why do i get boils the size of lemons and cherries on my body??????????????????????????

 

Dear Chastity,

My sympathy is with you during this most challenging time for you. Please don't "sell your body" for money, this will only compound your woes and further damage your self esteem, it's not worth it.

I see that the world is swirling around you right now, forcing you to come to changes and decisions that will effect your life in major ways. You've been struggling with a lot of repressed anger which is causing those large angry boils on your body. You've been attracted to unusual and intense people and situations in your life that have not been very good choices and have hurt you. You've bottled up a lot of hurt and resentment and it starts to implode. I must say this with honest compassion, please stay away from any form of drugs or alcohol, or anybody who abuses these substances. I say this also because of the aspects of Neptune in your natal chart.

You are a kind and sensitive person with a deep need to help others, you need to see that the ones you help are deserving of your service and not allow them to manipulate you. You need to develop the ability to see beyond illusion and to assert yourself and express your anger in healthy ways. It feels like there is turmoil going on between your "physical world" and your deepest inner needs and desires. You hope for a peaceful, secure life, yet you are drawn into drama, chaos and fantasy. Find a healthy way to integrate these sides of you. Music, art, dance, and writing are good outlets for your creative energy and boundless imagination. You are challenged to rein in your impulsiveness with thoughtful action, and to deal with anger by healthy release, honesty and forgiveness.

Please see that the universe is not bringing bad luck to you, you are only experiencing "being human." We are all challenged in choosing between love and fear, between bitterness and wisdom in all of life's challenges and struggles. You may wish to read this month's column in Soul2Soul called "Hardships", it may help.

Right now, you are asked to find the stillness within, ask yourself what you truly need and desire in your life and have the courage to release all that no longer serves you, including the anger that poisons you. Give yourself time to breathe, and ask for assistance from your friends and family at this time. I know this is tough for anyone with Leo ascendant to ask for needed help, but sometimes pride is best swallowed with love and gratitude.

Take the time to love yourself, nurture your inner relationship with meditation or walks in nature, I know this is hard to do when panic sets in, but this is when it is most needed! Clear your mind and you'll know the path you need to take, clear your inner world and the outer world will reflect it back to you.

I hope this has helped, thank you for allowing me to read for you.

Blessings of clarity, healing and life's work,
Peace, love and light,
Harusami

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