Hi
Nancy
Rather
than a yes/no answer to this question, I would like you to look at
what is going on right now. You want the job to settle the "craziness"
in your life. Without going out on any limb, might I suggest that
you will get the job when you rein in the craziness in your life.
The lack of a permanent job and the craziness are one and the same.
You
are on an rollercoaster "run" by the emotions -- and yet
you want a mental solution to an emotional issue. It won't happen.
You cannot think emotion, nor feel thought. They are separate and
must be be treated separately.
A
chakra is an energy center in the body. There are seven primary centers
running up the front of the body. The second chakra works with emotion
and is located just below the navel. The third chakra works with power,
control, mental strength, and energy distribution and is located in
the solar plexus. The 4th chakra is the heart and deals with love
rather than lower primary emotions as does the second. Right now as
I look at you, you are trying to "control" emotions with
the willpower and control of the third. All that is doing is giving
you a tight solar plexus, upset stomach and making you unable to love
yourself while keeping your emotions from flowing smoothly. Tell me
if you know this loop? You feel bad so you try to think your way out
of things, that only brings up invalidating things from the past and
you feel even more unlovable. Then you think ... "I'm not creating...
that proves I'm unlovable -- I'd better think some more," and
the cycle begins again with even more intensity.
You
can't cork up your emotions -- they will come out ... either in a
nice flow giving you power to create or in an explosion -- the more
you try to control -- the bigger the explosion -- sound familiar?
Instead
of corking them ... use your emotions and two things will happen -
your stomach aches will disappear and you will be able to love yourself
and from loving you -- Create. Emotions and body power should help
your heart in being able to create from the base of love rather than
force.
How
to do you ask? First thing is to breathe down to your solar plexus
and visualize opening that chakra like a veggie steamer that fits
any sized pan -- this will literally open the chakra. Traditionalists
might want to see a lotus opening, but hey, this is Colorado. The
other thing is to get quiet and let the energy run right from your
first chakra up to your crown and out so it flows into your aura clearing
it and keeping all seven chakras open and moving so your energy moves.
Blessings
to you.
Soul2Will
