Hello Cynthia,
Welcome
to Soul2Soul.
I feel
that you already know the answers to your questions and are in need
of confirmation and comfort. My heart goes out to you.
Be loving
to yourself in this challenging time.... it feels like you are being
hard on yourself in some way... though Tommie has acted badly, you
are the one carrying the guilt, and it feels like this is coming from
past moral convictions, suppression, or a feeling of "failing"
somehow.
I feel
that you and Tommie had differing beliefs and ethical values that
could have made an impact on your relationship. Know that this is
indeed a lesson and experience to bring you to forgiveness and unconditional
love. It is through the people who hurt us the most that we learn
the greatest lessons. There is great love between your souls, but
it was not meant to be a lifetime commitment in this life. Forgive,
release, move on. Tommie is a soulmate of yours, we have many in each
lifetime. Soulmates come into our lives and teach us great lessons
about ourselves... and through them we often learn to overcome grief,
anger, jealousy, even hatred. We can chose to rise above the pain
with forgiveness and compassion.
The call
right now is for you to integrate the broken pieces of yourself ...
put yourself back together with strength and resilience, take back
your power. You will learn to trust yourself and to trust in love
again, and to see all life as an adventure. There is healing you must
do within.... see yourself as the beautiful creation of Spirit that
you are and know you are worthy of love in the highest degree, see
your worth not in a man's eyes but in the depth of your soul. Keep
hope in your heart, keep love in your heart. Our great sorrows make
our happiness that much sweeter.
I do see
love in your future, you have much love to share... but for now the
quest must be within, love you and nurture your wounded heart. It
feels like there is some spiritual or community work that you may
have an opportunity to join in... there will be much joy in this and
a sense of great accomplishment. Also, a journey in the future, either
a real physical trip to another state or country, or a journey in
consciousness that will bring you to love. Patience is needed, a difficult
thing for most fire signs, but an important lesson. I don't usually
get names, but I feel compelled to mention the name Earl, I don't
know if this is someone you know or will be meeting, but it could
have importance in the future, so I throw it out there for you to
decipher.
Please
take care of yourself, be kind to yourself and know there is a bright
future for you to manifest.
Healing
love & light to you ((((((Cynthia))))))),
Soul2Harusami
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